I got up today hopeful and then by 10:30 it ,as in my attitude, went to shit. My doctors appointment is not untill next week, which is ok, but it’s just for the consult. I am so tired of this thing. When I googled what my CT scan said it was I just about threw up. Invasive, most often malignant, etc. etc. Uggh. Just what I need.

I want them to take it out and then do the biopsy, just like when my gall bladder abscessed. They took it out, and then sent it to the lab. It didn’t  hurt half as bad as this stupid thing does. Hello medical professionals…..where there is pain there is a problem! I hate doctors. I want them to cut me open, and today would have been good.

There is an upside to surgery. I have never met an anestheseologist that I didn’t like. Normally I would worry if I had one that didn’t have a good sense of humor. The last time I had surgery my “put me under guy” was late. I was scheduled for surgery at 9:00 am and he showed up closer to 10. When I asked where he was he said “I was having a few breakfast beers with my buddies, but don’t worry, it won’t affect my job performance at ALL.” I remember laughing and then I woke up.