It’s been one of those weeks. I can’t seem to win for loosing. It all started with a job interview that led me down memory lane.

The interview was at my old junior high school. I know what they say, junior high is the hardest time blah blah blah, but for me, it was really good. I was sitting there waiting for the committee to get there and I was looking out into the courtyard. Memories started coming out of every corner. There were a few that stood out among the rest though…

The bathrooms by the cafeteria where I spent an entire lunch hour one time because I had cramps so  bad I thought I was going to die.

The office that a friend and I got pulled into by the principal because someone told him she had weed in her purse, and how when he was looking through the contents he totally missed her pipe because it just looked like a stainless steel “L”.

We laughed about that for hours.

The fact that me and one of my best friends a the time had 5 out of 6 classes together.

  All of that dejavu happiness was quickly overshadowed with a  great sense of loss, because they are both dead now. Suicide and a drug overdose. Kind of makes you wonder what the hell they were thinking.

I wonder if I could work there if I got the job. Which leads me to my second point of why it’s been a crappy week.

I need a job. I have grown accustomed to working, and i’m so bored with the vacuum cleaner and the washing machine that I could just roll over and croak. I love doing dishes three times a day too. Seriously, I need to get out of  this house.